The Love You Give

Death sounds so beautiful. Where does the loveYou give goWhy does it not comeBack to youThe universe does notCare about youDo you keep your lonelinessBack in your apartmentWhy do I not feel okayI don’t want to letThem know about me,Or you,Or usI could spend my lifeListening to sad musicAnd writing poetryIt’s all I can doIt’s […]

The Love You Give

In the memory of you

I’ve been going through a lot of things lately which forced my mind to come to an abrupt halt. All the more reason why I haven’t written anything lately. This excerpt is something I forced myself to write last night. Nobody likes Spring with allergies and pollen and she hated it, despised the very word […]

In the memory of you

MY BEARGUMS

That chick with the Micky mouse dimples.

Who confessed and instilled me with an impulse.

I just want to tell her, I just want to react.

But looking at her reaction is what’s holding me back.

Meet me soon I want to get this off of my chest.

Look into your eyes and whisper “it’s a yes.”

Take you out on a lunch and enjoy our first day out.

Get a final yes afterwards so we’re left with not a single doubt.

Creo que te amo, I’m being honest about it.

I’m genuinely into you, you don’t even have to doubt it.

Fallen Saint

I’ve been a healer since i was born, i started hearing voices inside my head when i was very little, they told me to save the world, little did I know, they were trying to save the world from myself, the real me, a deadly soul.

I took me a while to understand the saint has fallen, the boy who once thought he was the next Jesus was a devil dressed as saint.

You should know, the world isn’t real, before saving someone else, save yourself, stop the devil that lives inside you.

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LOVE A HOAX.

“I love you” were his words 1 week ago.
Today she broke up, “God, she’s a hoe”.

“Babe, I will die if you leave me alone”
Today she left, “huh! she’s the one who got thrown”

“I wont get over you I know that damn straight.”
Today when she’s no more, “That bitch stayed to get laid”

“I will love you forever, thats a promise I will keep.”
but he falls in lust with another girl just the next week.

“I love you, so I’ll stick to you.”
Doesn’t matter if it’s hell she has to go through.

Don’t call it Love if you dont even know.
How it is to take every blow.
Still smile in front and die inside,
kill yourself for her peace of mind.

THE LIAR I AM.

I always claim to be honest,
But it’s mostly that I’m modest.

I lie to myself, I lie to you.
When I say that I’ve gotten over you.

I say that I’m not lying but I’m standing truth-less.
You’re gone now, clinging to you would just be ruthless.

How I lie to try to convince myself.
When all I think is you in my subconscious self.

How it aches when I think of someone holding your hand.
On the day of your marriage, my place will be in the audience to stand.

How I wake up with a shivering jerk when I see you with someone else in a dream.
How I feel the pillow soaked wet with my tears falling down the stream.

I am a liar when I claim that I have moved on.
That is something I have to say as I don’t want to have you gone.

I have to lie to keep the rose of your smile in my life.
So, what if its thorns poke me like a well sharpened knife.

At least the liar in me won the cunning contest.
Lying to myself and you, I became your closest.

I’ll put aside the Lies and for once tell you what’s true.
The selflessly totally devoted person still carelessly LOVES YOU.

IF I EVER GET YOU BACK.

If I ever get you back,
I will do the things you can’t even dream off.
Make you the Cinderella of my world.
Together, as a couple, in a palace we’ll win the romantic dance off.

When you miss me at night, standing on your terrace.
I’ll be Aladdin for the night and come to your home.
The magic Carpet shall receive you from the top of your palace.
Till dawn you’ll be in my arms instead of standing alone.

Caring for your every emotion would be obvious of me.
But I’ll even care for the slightest joy in your life.
Get a nice bike, we’ll go on a long ride.
When it comes to an end, I’ll ask you to be my wife.

I know you’ll smile and say yes to your Beast.
Cuz once married I’ll take my beauty back to our palace in my arms.
Love you truly and once I get you to love me too.
you’ll find an even better than the best person in me, cuz you’ll break the charm.

And if King Triton gets angry at me for loving his Ariel.
I’ll devote my life to make a place in his heart.
Until he believes that I am the best for you,
He let’s me be his family’s part.

Once we’re married I’ll make you my snow white.
you’ll bite my poisonous lips which will get you in a deep sleep.
A prince in the morning I’ll be for you.
Waking you up with a true Love’s kiss, this is a promise I’ll keep.

If it ever comes to the point that I get you back to be mine.
I’ll undo the mistakes I did before.
Will restrain myself from emitting negativity till the end of time.
I swear if you measure the extent of feelings of all the other people collectively, mine WILL be more.

A princess is what you are if you look at yourself from my eyes.
A pretty, sweet and unlimited Love deserving beauty.
These are not mere words who might someday appear to be lies.
I still feel the same intense Love for my Cutie.

ALL THIS AND STILL YOU DO NOTHING ABOUT IT.

Traumatic experience I do face everyday.
When I see you thinking about him and be okay.
When you know I am hurt still being selfless to see you smile.
When you see my heart’s beat rate slowly getting delayed.

All this and still you do nothing about it.

Tormenting experience is your friendship for me.
But I can’t end the relation as there is no one else close to thee.
No one to wipe your tears away when he breaks you down.
So I just have to sit here and watch you crumble because right now you seem happy.

All this and still you do nothing about it.

Torturing is my over thinking habit.
I can’t really take any more of it.
Make up my mind over and over to get you out of my life.
But pathetic is my existence I still want your every bit.

All this and still you do nothing about it.

Abusive I am being to my own body and soul.
When I hit the walls forcefully while my heart gets dead black as a coal.
When I smile infront of you so you don’t feel upset.
When being a best friend I fulfill my each and every role.

All this and still you do nothing about it.

I think I understand what I’m looking for from you is totally wrong.
You’ve not been able to give me peace for long.
It’s not your fault I’m not playing a blame game.
But you don’t understand me and unknowingly crushed me as if stepped by King Kong.

DON’T THINK I CAN BEAR IT.

I Don’t think I can do it.
Don’t think I know what I want.

I Don’t think I can like him.
Don’t think I can accept you being his.

Don’t think I can smile with him on your mind.
I Don’t think I can be myself with you in my heart.

Don’t think I can be the best friend you want me to be.
Don’t think I can ever live a complete happy life.

Don’t think I can fake my smile anymore for you.
Don’t think I can lie to myself for your sake.

Don’t think I can bear it anymore.
I just Don’t think I can see your face without a tear in my eye.

WHAT MUST I DO TO GET YOU.

What must I do to get you to love me.
What must I do to get you to need me.
What must I do to get you to feel me.
What must I do to get you to be mine.

Should I take advantage of my leverage, plead and cry?
Should I ignore everything you’re going through and still try?
Should I just go on the cheap path and purposely die?
What must I do to get in your heart and on your mind?

Should I plan a scheme against the ones coming close to you?
Should I be a pathetic creature and do the wrongs I can just do?
Should I forget my dignity, respect and selflessness for love too?
What must I do for you to be only mine and me to become your prime.

I can’t take the cheap shots as it’s not the way of love.
I can’t even make someone bad in-front of you as this won’t get me above.
I can’t even murder them as I’ll get caught for I am not an untraceable glove.
What must I do to talk or think without even a bit of whine.

What must I do to get you to love me.
What must I do to get you to want me.
What must I do to get you to hug me.
What must I do to get you to just be mine.

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