Such a weird person have I become.
It’s like permanent negativity has been instilled in my core.
Can see the smile of no-one.
It’s like I want the worst for everyone, I’m sure.
On social media when I see someone happy, tagging friends,
The only word coming out of my mouth is “die”.
Want to see every smile meet its end.
The only emotion left would be sadness with a tear in every eye.
I wont still be satisfied I know that very well.
Because, an emotional tear is nothing but an ache in the heart.
I’d love it though when they all rot in hell.
Because, thats when every single soul will in reality be torn apart.
I hate it when friends hangout like they actually care for each other.
When all they speak and act are mere lies.
Resent the days I used to call them brothers.
When I think about it, the relation was never meant to die.
But it came to an end not with just them but everyone I once knew.
Now, despite of having the fake faces still with me I see it crystal clear.
The very reason my mind is totally screwed.
They all pretended to be with me but were honestly never there.
The reason of my mood is lonliness I think.
As I feel as if I have no one to turn to.
It feels like I lost the whole ocean of positivity with in a blink.
As all I face is failure whenever I find something which I try to do.